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Missed Oct post, and when I remembered it was already Nov.

I spent the last day of Oct breaking down, because I am drained by doing everything yet accomplishing nothing at work. At the suckiest point, it is easy to say yes I wanna give up I am a millennial who can't take the heat I cannot take stress. It is easy to complain why I am doing these things why must it be me why I am not getting what I think I deserve.

I am surrounded by a generally positve environment with generally good people emitting negative vibes from the negativity of the work. And this negativity I admit I contribute to. So it is a tug between negative vibes but positive people. Just that negative vibes are getting stronger by the day.

Someone once told me to be worthy of promotion you'll have to work like the position you wanna be promoted to. I don't know if it is my experience or lack thereof, but I don't want to be working like the people above me.

Maybe it is really time to be working for me. Or maybe it is just PMS again.