My best.

I think lists help me sort out my life a lot. I make lists at work and cross out whatever I have done. I also make lists when there are many things on my mind and I don't know where to start.

1. Will give my best: Grateful for the opportunity to go overseas for work and learn so much. I am really thankful for all that has been given to me at work, and I want to pick up all the skills and gain all the knowledge that I can to do my best.

2. Have given my best: Glad that I finally got the much needed closure (for the lack of a better word). As with all things, I gave it my best. And perhaps the stars just wouldn't align for me but it's fine I guess. In the greater scheme of things, this wouldn't matter.

3. Going to give my best: Received some news and got a rude shock, then denial, then how do I solve this, then what is the worst that can happen, and finally I'm going to fight this. It would be tiring, but I'm gonna give it my best.

I can do this.