Finding out about the self.

When I was younger, I remember once I wasn't feeling well and I kept quiet about it. Then my mum asked me to help her do some stuff. Until I couldn't take it anymore and finally told her, "Can't you tell that I am sick?" And she replied, "If you didn't say, how would I know?"

From then on, I learnt I am attention seeking but I don't want to appear attention seeking. I call myself a 'Secret Attention Seeker'. It's something like in my head I'm screaming "Listen to me!! Look at me!!" but on the surface I'm like, "It's okay..."

Maybe it's just my transition stage. Or maybe the transition stage is just a convenient excuse. In the meantime, you all just have to bear with it. HAHA. Told you I am attention seeking!