Saturday, July 3, 2010

Birthday thoughts.

Thanks a lot a lot for the most UNFORGETTABLE birthday celebration ever. To sum up, I quote "it sucks to me [me]", haha. But it was memorable nevertheless. And I can't believe people actually like to wear bunny ears. .__.

Birthdays always feel very magical to me. It's like on that day, people give you the attention you crave for. They make you feel good, they make you feel special. They start being thankful for your presence, appreciating what you have done/had done in the past. It boosts your ego and self-worth, and makes you feel like you're the most important person on earth. The feeling is kind of shiok you know.

But compare it to the next day when you wake up, when everything returns to square one, when life still goes on, when you return to the pile of undone work. Reality slowly sets in (because you're still receiving belated birthday messages) and you realise that there is a need to stop dreaming about the angmoh prince on a white horse. It feels cruel, because one day you're king and the next day you're peasant.

Nevertheless, I still feel that birthdays are very important. It's always nice to be king, even if it's for a day. And for now, it's just 364 more days to feeling like a king again. I hope my angmoh prince comes in time. (:

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