Am un-motivated these days. After Boston-Rob's departure, Survivor is less exciting. Or is it my attitude that makes everything unexciting already? I don't want to go out, I want to stay at home all day and laze around like a lump of sticky, gooey thing (who was it who got it during New Year Gift Exchange 2 years ago?).
I'm not particularly demoralised by anything, I don't think I need 'JIAYOU!'s, I think I just need a push, a stimulus, a wake-up call from the trance-like state. The power to overcome the readings, the belief that I can write impressive things, the inertia (never did physics but people use this word all the time is it used this way?) to get started, before I disintegrate into little pieces and get burried under the furniture, only to be dug out 100000 years later as crude oil. (Didn't mean to be crude)<--Pun intended. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I need changes. And they have to come fast. Because there is only 2 weeks left. How do I block myself from facebook?
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