Safe than sorry, or safe AND sorry?

I think I am the most scaredy person in the whole wide world.

For so many years, I have always taken the safe option. I believe it's better to be safe than sorry. But I forgot that we only live once, and what's there in life if we do not venture out of our comfort zone and start taking risks?

And I don't mean calculated risks. If you calculate them, you are still trying to be safe. Secretly.

I don't do things spontaneous enough. I don't sleep without envisioning how my day will be like tomorrow. I plan what I want to do, and I plan that I do not complete what I set out to do, and I therefore plan that I will complete them some time later. I think I am beginning to morph into a boring adult who only cares about resumes and cover letters and money and good job and earning a living and excelling. So boring.

To a certain extent, I envy my angmoh friend a lot. That is besides the fact that she has an angmoh boyfriend of course. And that is also besides the fact that her angmoh boyfriend looks not bad. I apologise for digressing, but I can't help but comment.

Anyway, I admire her for her guts to venture out of the comfort zone. I admire her for her spirit of exploration. I admire her for her ability to put down everything and leave her loved ones. I think I cannot do that. Or rather, I restrain myself by telling myself that I cannot do that, and so I do not do that. Self-fulfilling prophecy, they call it.

Go think about your own lives then. What is the most daring thing you have done? What is the most spontaneous thing you have done? What is the thing you want to do most and why haven't you done it?

I'm sorry if I made you feel like a loser. It's just that when you feel like a loser, you don't want people to feel like a winner. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

MOF2 signs off with her evil plot.

P.S. I hope Princess Jen gets well soon. And Seeing, I forgot what the minor thing was. Actually it's so minor you can forget about it. And SHINGZ YOU DOUBLE TIMES Joab!